No… I am not boy crazy……. okay, maybe I am.
All I can say, is I am the luckiest girl alive. No, seriously. Every girl is jealous of me, whether they know it or not. And if you aren’t jealous?? You should be. (;
Haha!….. Nah, I don’t want to sound boastful. Only one person I know of is jealous, but hopefully it’ll wear off.
So anyway, why am I the luckiest girl alive? Well, I’ll tell you why. Because once upon a time, there was this idea in God’s mind to create this wonderful thing called man. (Okay, so man came first, then woman… but just work with me here, okay?) And man was nice to me and treated me like a princess.
I don’t know what it is, but I just make friends easier with boys than I do girls. And honestly? I’d rather have a million boy friends than a million girl friends… girls are just so dramatic and difficult to handle. But, even though I have an easier time making friends with boys, they are the more difficult to come by— and at the same time— more difficult to have sincere friendships with. Maybe it’s because they expect more than girls? I have no idea. Don’t ask me to understand the male mind. I’m already up to my ears in complex-ness with AP Chem and I don’t need any more. (:
SOOO…. back to the original equation: I am the luckiest person on the planet. Not only do I have the spirit with me every day to guide me to those who pray for help in their life, but my best friends are some of the most loveliest boys on this Earth.
I’d rather not name names publicly, but I can describe them… (: One, who I hold close and dear to my heart, moved 600 miles away. Though an extremely depressing separation for all of my friends, we still push forward with our lives. The most kind and loving young man ever, this boy holds fast to the Iron Rod, always striving to do what the Lord asks of him. Having the voice of an angel, he shares his spirit through the light in his eyes and his soul radiates to others. And you can’t help but smile when you see him. (Smiling either out of joy or sheer amusement at his crazy disposition.)………. The other boy, an extremely talented individual who makes you want to be a better person by sharing his talents. Singing, dancing, acting, playing a gorgeous piano piece, and just being there with a smile. Constantly striving to do what is best, he always looks out for the feelings of others… never wanting to hurt anyone or make anyone sad. Both of these boys are just the beginning of a long list of people who warm my heart just to be around them.
One of the things that the modern women of this world do is try to portray men as being stupid, immovable, headstrong, inferior creatures that deserve to be dominated. I disagree with every fibre of my being. I think that men are a divinely inspired race, with potential to become the greatest soul (along with his sweetheart) in the universe. I would gladly step down for any man who treated me like a princess. I would walk a thousand miles across a stormy sea if my future true love asked me to. And I will stand by any decision that my husband-to-be and I make together. Life is a road meant to be traveled with someone…. and not just any someone: a person that Heavenly Father intended you to be with.
Why am I boy crazy? Because there are so many boys out there that have the qualities of that someone who God wants me to be with. I just can’t wait until I find the one with ALL of the qualities I need. I look forward to the day when I begin my eternity.
For now, I just watch helplessly from the sidelines with “#1 FAN” sign for about a hundred boys. (Though I hold it a little higher for a select few.) Just remember, if you want to stay on the field, you have to meet the requirements. I won’t settle for anything less than what God tells me I deserve.
gerald says:
You are so cute sweety! The happiest and saddest day of my life will be the day you take one of these fine young men to be your husband. I am so proud of everything that you are. Keep living strong! You are a princess.